One of my biggest fantasies when I started university was finding a girl who would invite me over to her place, and would proceed to secretly stuff me until I was too full and bloated to leave. I would, of course, stay the night, where she would continue the stuffing. This whole thing would continue for weeks on end until I had been fattened out of the clothes I arrived there in.

(Source: dreamingbiggest)


I’m 6’3” and about 250 lbs. of muscle and 9% body fat. I’m a competitive bodybuilder and a personal trainer. Fitness is my life. 

At the same time, there is nothing I want more than to have an obese girlfriend/wife, whose face I can stuff with endless amounts of food. Who will sit and get fatter while I push myself to get fitter. Who can barely lift herself while I lift twice her bodyweight for reps. 

If only.


So a while ago I started talking to someone that lives an hour from me and every now and then he’d say something to suggest that he’s into feederism. Of course, I wasn’t sure how to respond, but I started testing the waters and it’s gotten to the point that I’m practically hitting on him, feedist-style, and as far as I know, he’s completely unaware. Really hoping that he’s as into food as I am, which he seems to be, but man it is hard to know for sure without outright asking, but that’s so risky that I’m not willing to risk it.


You know you’re a feedist when you use the phrase “food porn” in a literal sense.


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My and my girlfriend broke up. And the “official” reason is that we have been too busy to see each other. But I can’t help but wonder if telling her about feedism helped shut the nails down on the coffin, or however that saying goes. I didn’t want her to feel she had to change, but maybe I was a little too gung ho and she felt I was pressuring her? I was trying to avoid that because of how uncomfortable am for changing for other people. I just, I am worried I hurt someone I care about and I don’t know how to deal, man. 


I’ve told every one of my girlfriends about me being into feedism. It never got quite as far as me telling them I wanted them to feed and stuff me to bursting. I always hoped that they would freak out and rush immediately out of whatever room we were in to get arm fulls of food and keeping me down until all of it was in my spherical belly. Needless to say, this never happened.

(Source: dreamingbiggest)


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I hate how the music industry tells women that they have to sexualize themselves to get anywhere. But, that makes me all the more guilty about what I feel when I see “Nicki Minaj’s” Anaconda’s video. It’s already “stimulating,” but I can’t help but watch it and imagine her 50-100 lbs. heavier, and dancing like that. Or eating and gaining as the video progresses. I feel so conflicted. :/ 


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I have a huge desire to gain, but no one around me is a feeder, this really sucks, I’m always so hungry, and I just lost an encourager. I am proud of the progress I’ve made recently, but I want to see myself very big by the end of this year.

(Source: moxxifoxxi)


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My girlfriend, who was unaware of the feedist world until I showed it to her, has always been heavy. About a month ago she was bit over 250, which is a fair amount considering she’s only 5’3”. Previously, she had planned on losing a bit of weight, but after going to the doctor and finding she was, well, healthy enough, and thinking on it for a while after unsuccessfully trying to diet, she decided she doesn’t care about her weight anymore. And boy, does that mean good things for her boyfriend/feeder! We’ve been having fun enjoying giving her huuuuge meals and stuffing her full. She doesn’t have a feedism fetish, but damn does she love to eat! It’s only been a few weeks since she made this decision and she’s already gained a bit. I’m just about the happiest man alive right now.


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I haven’t seen my girl in a while so I have to play with my own chub to get anywhere, for, you know. I’m not even remotely a feedee (kind of a foodie, though), and though I don’t mind the pudge I prefer being slim and fit. So this is weird, to me.